What can I do whenever I need you?

I appreciate the watch, I really do;
Looking at it reminds so much of you;
I feel like I have a little part of you;
How warm I feel, just thinking of you.

But thinking of you invokes my loneliness;
Being here without you leads me to bitterness;
As much as I long for your very presence;
It hurts that much, for every time you're absent.

I try to be there every time you needed me;
Listening to you, everything you say to me;
But I can't get you every time that I need you;
A text or "I'm busy" is all I receive from you;

What can I do whenever I need you?
Whenever it hurts just thinking of you.
I can't seemed to calm the storm within me;
Teach me how to be at peace without you with me;

I only know one way to stop this growing darkness;
That is to stop thinking of you, I'll attain peacefulness;
Just as seeing the watch reminds me of your presence;
Putting it away, will help regain my consciousness.

The Promise of 15

Once again I've stumbled head over heels;
Am I just that gullible? A free steak meal?
Once again I'm bleeding as my heart is peeled;
Driven by so called love, I sign the devil's deal.

Why do you hesitate at the critical hour?
Giving out reasons that doesn't seem to matter;
Your pause have brought upon my darkest hour;
I can't help but to wonder, do I really matter?

One thing left now drives my worn out passion;
A promise to clarify, a date for redemption;
All bets are in upon this vague proclamation;
It's double or nothing, for our final salvation.

If so happens we've won this bet;
You'll have my all, with my heart attached;
If so happens we've lost this bet;
Forgive me that casual is all that I can spare;
I'll cremate my love for you, never again to be reattached.

The Form of My Love

As I fall deeper and deeper in love;
I sought your purest image to preserve;
I would gladly deplete my entire reserve;
Just to see you in your angelic presence.

我会重视你所重视的；
I will make up alibi for your every absence;
我会珍惜你所珍惜的；
I will accept your weakness as who you are;
我会维护你所爱惜的；
I will listen to your every sorrow;
我会研究你所兴趣的；
I will be there for you through your darkest hour;
我会接受，了解，和体谅你做每一个决定的付出；
and I ask but one thing in return;
Is that you know and trust that I Love You.

For this is the form of my love;
This is how I offer you immortality.

Fortress of Solitude, Fortress of Love

I build a fortress in my own flesh and blood;
As a safe house for the thing I care most;
This fortress holds my dearest possession;
As I take my stand against my greatest demons;
This fortress was fortified as my last defense.

May this fortress withstand the weight of time;
Forever it will stand, while my love remains pure;
May this fortress withstand the blight of scorn;
Protecting my love, keeping it safe from harm.

While the fortress was build to be impenetrable;
One weakness remains that would summon its failure;
As history portrays, defeat is not of external sins;
My tainted love is the weapon of my fortress's defeat;
If ever my fortress would fall, if ever my demons triumph;
May this fortress be taken by time, forever lost, never to be found;
And may my love for you be taken with it, forever sealed, as my lost relic.

A gift of time

I extend to thee my utmost appreciation;
I'm sorry I failed upon my demon's apprehension;
I wish to express gratitude on my personal presence;

But as long as I long for your cyssan sensation;
I cannot resist possession's temptation;
I cannot deny my desire for your affection.

Torn between two

Missing and afraid, which should I turn to?
I'm lost and confuse, I'm torn between the two;
This feeling has no cure, no aids, there's nothing I can do;
Forgetting is something time will give me in due.

Your image huants me;
Your scent suffocates me;
Your presence tortures me;
Nothing is hurting, but memory of you in me...

Bitter Rain

The sun shines bright;
The sky's clear blue light;
Its a beautiful starry night;
Would you stop and appreciate the starlight?

Even in such a day;
My rain does not ceased to decay;
Bitterness is left as it lay;
No color dare stands in its way.

Soon I will be gray, grieving in pain;
Colorless I become as my days are slain;
Consuming every color left in my brain;
What can I do? How do I stop the rain?

My Nights

Whenever I sleep, I still see you lying next to me, Smiling the way I love it...
I find myself pretending you're still there, where I gently kissed your forehead, you responded with the smile I fell in love with...

While these images still lingers;
These feelings slips through my fingers;
Covering my heart no longer ensures;
My masks shatters upon your blinding posture.

Forgive me for I am immature;
This is just my own nature;
A boy whose heart is ruptured;
A patient who needs to recover...

Lingering Ghost

When the line was cut, when your voice faded;
I felt a jitter where I thought I've discarded;
Could this mean I'm still in denial?
Or is this another trial?

I feel haunted again by forgotten ghost;
Hope is my enemy stationed at my post;
I'm not ready to reengage thy ghost;
The ghost of my dreams, the ghost of my rose...

Please... Don't let me cry myself to sleep again...

Obvious

Its obvious things are a bit different;
Its obvious we're a bit distant;
Its obvious I'm succeeding recent;
Its obvious your rose is being frozen.

I'm succeeding, but yet there's no glory to withhold.
I'm victorious, but why is my sky still painted grey?
I'm restless, I'm in need of my tranquil slumber.

感谢

快乐的时间过得快，
又是时间说拜拜。

虽然如此，但我不会很伤心，
因为这段时间你让我陪着你
再次实现了我所需求的。

需求这份东西，不必一直有，
也不是没了不能，只求曾经拥有，
什么永不永恒的执著没意义。

谢谢你包容了我的任性，
认识了你我或许用尽了我一生的运气，
接下来的路，我得靠自己的双脚走下去。

受过的伤我从不怪你，
尝过的乐我感激不尽，
挨过的苦我逆转成量，
说过的话我必然达成。

这次的考验，我彻底的失败了。
但我还是会完成我对你的承诺，
我绝非轻言之人。

Nothing Serious

Just a song to mourn your dying rose, goddess;
An alarm ring to wake me from my reverie.
... Nothing Serious...

Openning Act. 0

A joke marks my interest,
A laugh marks my attention,
A sigh marks my understanding,
A pat marks my concern.

What is seen is just act,
As I'm curious what's attached,
To the actor upon the mass,
On what lies behind lonely mask.

Nothing need be said,
As life is just a play,
Upon the stage I'll act,
Wishing someone will be my crowd.

Admission is free...