Recently I Feel....

Recently I feel weary, even with doing nothing I feel tired;

Recently I feel down, like everything I do has lost its colors;

Recently I feel suffocated, like the walls around my room closing in on me;

Recently I feel haunted, by the images of my former spouse, still lingers like a ghost;

Recently I feel sorrow, for every lone moment I have, I'm reminded of what I've lost;

Recently I feel addicted, nights after nights of troubling slumber, I find myself getting acustomed to the sorrow that drowns my heart, am I addicted to sorrow?

Slipping Away My Consciousness

Everynight when my consciousness fades away, replaced by deeds of my past, reflecting upon every sin of my choice, only one warmth ease the fear of my fading consciousness, a warmth fate has yet to brought it cross my path...

And as I embrace it while slipping to slumber, I whisper these words "When I will ever meet you?"