Recently I Feel....

Recently I feel weary, even with doing nothing I feel tired;

Recently I feel down, like everything I do has lost its colors;

Recently I feel suffocated, like the walls around my room closing in on me;

Recently I feel haunted, by the images of my former spouse, still lingers like a ghost;

Recently I feel sorrow, for every lone moment I have, I'm reminded of what I've lost;

Recently I feel addicted, nights after nights of troubling slumber, I find myself getting acustomed to the sorrow that drowns my heart, am I addicted to sorrow?