What can I do whenever I need you?

I appreciate the watch, I really do;
Looking at it reminds so much of you;
I feel like I have a little part of you;
How warm I feel, just thinking of you.

But thinking of you invokes my loneliness;
Being here without you leads me to bitterness;
As much as I long for your very presence;
It hurts that much, for every time you're absent.

I try to be there every time you needed me;
Listening to you, everything you say to me;
But I can't get you every time that I need you;
A text or "I'm busy" is all I receive from you;

What can I do whenever I need you?
Whenever it hurts just thinking of you.
I can't seemed to calm the storm within me;
Teach me how to be at peace without you with me;

I only know one way to stop this growing darkness;
That is to stop thinking of you, I'll attain peacefulness;
Just as seeing the watch reminds me of your presence;
Putting it away, will help regain my consciousness.